THIS CALLING

I secretly crave, crave that scent again
Still feel it pressing on me now
Now with the onset, my flesh is weakening
I steel my nerves for temptations at hand again

And I hear this calling
Still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling out

No secret deception, for these would tear this down
I'll note the past, spread the pain
(Spread the pain)
Words match my deeds with brutal honesty

Never forget these choices were made by me
And I hear this calling
Still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling
Still you don't seem so far at all

And I hear (And I hear)
This calling out
Not falling victim to the fire that burns inside of me
Though I am fearful, I will not prevent this tragedy

My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through
And I hear this calling
Still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear this calling

Still you don't seem so far at all
And I hear (And I hear)
This calling out
My strength's been tested, I wear the scars that prove
Still I believe that this calling will see me through
Still I believe this calling will see me through, oh